perjantai 11. helmikuuta 2011

life is hard...

...and then you die..
...or art..hmmm maybe a little bit strange anyway.
well, I came from Masku day before yesterday and homecoming was quite nice with roses and birthday cake.
only shadow on my great afternoon was my oldest child who sent me message which included "mama, Iĺl move out from home and I live with my dad now" ...or something like that she wrote.
I think that  is alright, 16 years old girl maybe can tell what to do with these kinds of questions but I had last 14 years so many fights with ex and those fights was only with one question: "he said I want my girl even what happens but she is mine" - I dont tell now all why I have different opinions  but that time was so colorful with darken shadows so I know people near me understand me.
but now is time for money - that element I do not have too much and my doughter said me that just money is that reason why she is moving out - her dad has more money...well, I do not like people who sell her/himself for money and now I have something to think about ćos now my doughter did it...
I wish her good life and wish her may come at home if world gives too hard kicks but I still wonder this world and what the fuck was happen...

2 kommenttia:

  1. What can we do, when they have their free will. And we "know" them to follow the wrong way. It's difficult for every mom to follow kids' choices and let them go, let them do mistakes and learn the hard way. How could we know what is right, what is wrong? We just can't, finally. We can only pray, whatever we use to pray.. and if we haven't used to.. we will learn to do that. We pray angels to protect, follow, guide and carry our precious children. That's what we can do. And hopefully those angels will carry us at the same time, cause we need them too. <3<3<3

    VastaaPoista
  2. d hopefully those angels will carry us at the same time, cause we need them too. <3<3<3

    that is what we all have - angels with us <3

    VastaaPoista